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November 4, 2010

Holding steady

So far so good at holding my weight steady at 191. I haven't put a lot of effort into losing more but I do feel in control and my eating and moods have been moderate.

I'm going easy on myself while in the midst of my second IVF cycle. I don't feel quite as good as I did last time, maybe because I'm on a different medicine regimen or coincidentally I'm also sick right now.

My emotions feel as though they've been a little numbed. Maybe that's to protect myself. I'm not complaining I feel OK.

This has been a really rough year but i've learned a lot about coping and my anxiety level has gone down. I've been afraid of really bad things happening, but now that many of them have, and I've survived, I'm not in fear any more.

I feel optimistic and that I'm capable of a lot. I'm not going to try to drastically and suddenly change my weight, but I will slowly whittle away this excess and remain healthy.

Posted by hopeful @ November 4, 2010 11:04 AM