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March 19, 2008

Terrified

I’m going away this weekend for a short trip to Florida. My brother and sister convinced me to go see a Yankee’s spring training game. I’m very excited to spend the weekend with them and look forward to a game in the sun.

But I’m terrified of flying. I feel like crying every minute. I know I’ll enjoy the time I’m there but will also be worried about the flight back. I just want to be home safe and sound.

I’ve flown tons in my life, probably close to a hundred times, but almost two years ago I could no longer stand the thought of it. I even had to take a train to California for my business trip.

I figured this trip would be a good way to get me back on the saddle because it’s not as long of a flight and I’ll be with my sister. But right now I wish I never agreed to it. I’m so unhappy that I’m so torn. And now I’m totally bawling my eyes out.

Posted by hopeful @ March 19, 2008 7:13 PM