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February 23, 2008

About me now

I just realized I hadn’t updated the “about me” section since the beginning. I’m in a very different way now.

So back in March, on the 11th, of 2005 I did start a journey to lose 90 pounds and chronicle it here (with many yucky pictures). I did move forward to humorously lose 50 pounds over the following six months or so and maintained that for about a year.

Then I moved back home to N.J. and gained about 40 of it back on! Now a year and a half and a few unsuccessful attempts after that I’m feeling hopeful I’m back on track yet again.

The difference between me now and then is that I know I have the ability to do this because I’ve done it before. I do find it easier the gazillionth time around. Only slightly easier, of course, because I’m still battling my demons but I feel more confident in my arsenal for which to do that. (Also I’m having a good morning right now because I weighed in at 183, down two more pounds! If I weigh this on Monday it’s going on record.)

Let’s be honest, I’m a roller coaster, but my peaks and valleys are truly starting to level out some and my extremes are less extreme.

I’m really happy that the friends I’ve made in the blogosphere have stuck around with me over the past three years and provided me with invaluable support.

The original version from March 11th, 2005

I'm a Chub: UUuuuhhh, where do I begin? I'm not sure how I really want to go about this and what, at this point, I want to reveal about myself. I'm guessing I'll peel the layers off gradually kind of like I want to shed the pounds.

I'm lying already, I don't want to shed gradually, it's all I can think about. I want to compulsively drive my self near to the grave to drop 90 pounds. (Relax, I wish I had that drive. If I did I wouldn't be in this position.)

I can't believe that it has come to this. I have 90 pounds to lose! I'm going to chronicle it here on this website. I'm going to post the unflattering half naked pictures of my progress! eeewww! I'm also going to create silhouettes of each stage so that I can lay them over eachother and see how my shape transforms. Hopefully it will look the rings of a tree.

I'm hoping that making a commitment to this website will keep me motivated. I look forward to feedback, I hope people see this.

Posted by hopeful @ February 23, 2008 11:43 AM


Comments


It's a good idea to do this as a little extra motivation. Good Luck!! It took me about 5 and a half to 6 months to lose 75lbs. And I did it the right way. I exercised at least 6 days per week. I ate 5 small, healthy meals per day. And I never deprived myself. If i wanted a treat, I had it!! It worked. Really well.

Posted by: Misty at March 15, 2005 11:28 PM

Hi, I need to lose about 60 pounds or so, but I feel like such a useless blob. No matter what I try it seems like I'm not losing. I used to be 150lbs 2 years ago, but when I started working 2 jobs, I lost my focus and here I am at 220. It really sucks when you look at the pants you wore back then and you can't even get them past your lower thighs! I don't have that much support just pressure, my husband wants me to lose weight because I am constantly hiding myself, well can u blame me?? I've been married 8 months and if he saw me naked he'd file for divorce. I don't know what to do anymore, it feels like I've explored every avenue with no results. I just need some advice or tips I guess. Thanx for listening.

Posted by: Adriane at April 6, 2005 5:55 AM

I think what you are doing is great. You should contact the shows trainers and ask them to do something for your site. I hear Jillian answers her e-mails all the time. She said so in her interveiw on the loser site. Anyway - keep on keeping on!

Posted by: kim at July 6, 2005 10:54 PM

Hey Kim,
thanks! that's sounds like a great idea. I'll post how it goes :-)

Posted by: hopeful at July 7, 2005 11:41 AM

Hi there!
I think this is the greatest thing what you are doing. I beleive that this can inspire many people that are trying to loose weight. Good luck with everything.

Posted by: Sylvia at August 5, 2005 12:14 PM

Thanks Sylvia!

Posted by: hopeful at August 7, 2005 10:57 PM

Thank you for the inspiration! I would love to link your site to my weight loss site that I just started if that's okay.

Posted by: Veronika at October 15, 2005 5:06 PM

Thank you for commenting back, I really like your advice! I really enjoy blogging, it feels like an outlet for me, considering my embarrassment in "real life". I tend not to talk about my weight as openly as I can on the net. I hope you had a fabulous weekend!

Posted by: Kimberly at February 25, 2008 10:56 AM

I remember!
I'm committing to getting healthier this year. Following your journey has always been so inspiring to me, and I still have the dvd's you sent me!
rock on, hopeful!

Posted by: chick at February 25, 2008 9:18 PM

I know Chick! 'cause you've been around from the very beginning!

That's funny that you still have those DVDs, I just started listening to one of them again recently.

Posted by: hopefulloser at February 25, 2008 11:11 PM

I've been lurking here for a while and finally wanted to say hello! :)

I love your blog.. I tend to feel the same way and struggle with the ups and downs. Life is a rollercoaster ride...and yet many of us expect our eating and exercise habits to be stable all of the time. I guess it would be a lot easier if that were true, eh? :)

Keep up the great work..you motivate me!

Heather
www.healthhasnofury.com

PS - Want to link exchange? I have a health blog too!

Posted by: Heather at February 27, 2008 6:34 PM

Great articles, thanks for sharing it! Would love to feature you on Wellsphere.com, a site that helps people to live healthier. Can't find a contact form so thought I'd comment; look forward to hearing from you. Thanks, Larisa

Posted by: Wellsphere at April 10, 2008 3:01 PM


 
My Stats
  • Start: 211lbs (03/11/05)
  • Current: 180 was 196lbs (01/11/08)
  • Goal: 140lbs
  • At one point: 159lbs (02/24/06)