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May 25, 2007

I was PMSing

I was right. That Time O’ Month commenced as of Wednesday. The day after my depressing last post (Tuesday) was even more hellish. I get VERY depressed the day before my period starts, I can hardly stand it. Then, like clockwork, just as it starts I’m euphoric. It’s strange and kind of scary. I keep track of it all on the calendar so that I can remind myself I’m not crazy during that time. But I often forget to acknowledge it in the throws of that deep depression and just assume I am.

Now that I’ve survived that day and feel a lot better, I’m still a little bummed I’m not preggo. We’ll try again next month (actually, technically in two weeks we’ll be trying, if you know what I mean).

Here’s a picture of me, my mom, and sister at Toni & Tina’s wedding. I’m in the middle. I’m not really shorter than my mom, I was bending forward. And my hair doesn’t look good. My face really starts to loose its features the heavier I am. Bummer.

I always get bloated just before my period and once it starts I go back to normal so now I’m 191.

I’m very excited for the long holiday weekend, works about to kick into high gear so this might be my last for a while. Everyone enjoy!

Posted by hopeful @ May 25, 2007 10:05 AM