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October 16, 2006

Wow still 185

I’m surprised that I’m not less considering all the work that I’ve been doing. Maybe it’s the stress that is keeping it on (along with the sizable meals *doh*).

I feel sad that I haven’t had the energy to post here lately. I’ve been working frantically to get my house painted so that we can move in. I’ve put in three all-nighters last week to try and get stuff done. Pulling all-nighters and working at least a 40 hour week don’t mix. I’m dead tired.

I don’t know how to describe my husband’s work ethic or ability. It appears he has none. For some reason he’s never able to get anything done. And he refuses to get a job. So I’ve had to do most everything. When it comes to him I just don’t know what to think.

Right now I can’t imagine how this is going to get done. Looking at my last post I suppose I’ve jinxed those good thoughts because now I’m feeling pretty demoralized. I managed to screw up my tile job, although not irreparably, it’s going to take a lot of work to make it right. I left too much grout on the surface and now I’m going to have a hell of a time getting it off.

It just one obstacle after another and now the weekends are starting to get busy in the midst of upcoming holidays. I’m screwed. Also I miss my daughter. If I’m not careful she’s going to start calling my mom and dad, ‘mom’ and ‘dad’.

I need to come up with a term for that feeling I get where I want to crawl in to bed and sleep until it’s all over, like it’s just a bad dream. This would sure make it easier to reference every other post.

Posted by hopeful @ October 16, 2006 6:31 PM