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July 20, 2006

Every day struggle

I have this empty feeling and it makes me think I’m hungry. I eat a ton of stuff and nothing satisfies me. My stomach feels like a huge lead ball, very heavy, yet I still feel empty.

My husband is only days away from being home and the waiting is killing me. I’m eager for the next stage of this transition. I’m also nervous. I have no idea what will transpire next. I want and really need to get to a place where I can sit back, place my feet up, and relax and feel comforted by routine, normalcy, and the known.

Posted by hopeful @ July 20, 2006 1:12 PM



 
My Stats
  • Start: 211lbs (03/11/05)
  • Current: 182lbs (9/28/11)
  • Goal: 140lbs
  • At one point: 159lbs (02/24/06)