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July 24, 2006

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Wow, that’s a 20 lb. gain from my lowest (of this dieting go-round). I don’t feel that much different. I am reminded when I look in the mirror and I see my face (where I notice the difference the most) and the fact that I broke down and bought new size 14 jeans to feel more comfortable.

I’m trying not to let it get to me too much because that will throw me further and faster into the pits of flaming fat-land.

I had an amazing weekend at the bachelorette party. I let loose, had fun, and stayed confident (or faked it really well). I was rewarded with more than a few passes from some really great looking, cool guys. It was fun to be the rejector not the rejected.

I’m not saying that I would ever go the route of infidelity but I don’t even feel like I have the option. Nothing works better as a chastity belt than having a belly that looks like an elephant’s knee and boobs of a gorilla.

Posted by hopeful @ July 24, 2006 12:38 PM