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May 31, 2006

Reality sinking in and plain old sinking

Ok, I guess reality set in pretty quick and this is going to be a major adjustment for all of us. I’ve been working my butt off (at work) and haven’t unpacked yet or, truth be told, showered since Saturday! (Yeah, that’s probably my stinky you smell emanating out of your computer.) How am I supposed to look after my daughter after my husband heads back? Now I really appreciate having had him around. I don’t want to be too much of an imposition on my family. I hate that I work so much.

After looking into the daycare bit, I realize it’s going to cost me a fortune! And only for a few ours a day!

I really need and want some time to look after myself but don’t see where I’m going to get a break in the near future. I can’t wait to have time to post regularly and track weightloss progress. It keeps me sane. Well, saner. I’m staying positive that it will all start to fall into place soon. I just need to make it through crunch time for my work project and then things will settle down. I’ve been eating tons and by the time I buy my new scale I will probably gain 10 pounds.

On the upside, I’m about to go take my shower now because I have dinner plans with family. Wheh-hew I have family!

Posted by hopeful @ May 31, 2006 12:51 PM