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May 4, 2006

I’m going nuts

I’m not sure what’s wrong with me. All I want to eat lately is gummy bears, sour cream and onion potato chips, simple vegetable soup, and Butterfinger sundae. Not necessarily all at the same time, this is just the menu I want to choose from.

I spend my days either in pain or nauseous from the painkillers. I don’t see how this thing is going to heal with a twisty tie through my tush. I’m miserably tethered to my toilet by the short leash Milk of Magnesia provides.

This is going to be a tough recovery. I’m impatient and don’t have the luxury of doing nothing and trying to relax. I’m a little too frustrated and in pain right now to think this one through. THIS STINKS.

Hopefully my mood changes over the weekend. I’m grateful for having Monday off and my brother and sister here to visit. I need them now more than ever!

I know it is still early in the recovery process. Maybe after what I know will be a great weekend and a visit to the doctor for a follow up on Wednesday, I’ll be able to see a light at the end of the tunnel. For now I’m in crapsville and that can be taken figuratively or literally.

Thanks everyone for being so nice and supportive and awesome.

Posted by hopeful @ May 4, 2006 6:47 PM