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April 27, 2006

I’m goin’ home

I’ve set the gears in motion to move back to N.J. in just less than a month. I made plans with my work, bought a flight for my husband, and scheduled a cat sitter. That’s as good as set in stone to me.

There’s no reason to delay and I hope I don’t jinx anything by saying things are working out perfectly. Dare I say, better than the plan that was derailed by the explosion? I’ve had a few earth rattling experiences (in addition to the literal one) and just when I think I’m the most unlucky person in the world everything settles into a new direction that seems better than the original.

I can’t wait to get home to my family but I imagine this is going to be a month of roller coaster-ing emotions. It’s not going to be easy leaving my first home where my baby was born and that I worked so hard to completely reface.

I don’t want to sink deep into those thoughts right now. Or at any point. There’s a lot of great stuff coming up that should counter most of the sadness.

Many things have tipped in my favor (you know where I’m going with this) over the past couple of days. Hopefully the scales will too! (Ba-dump bump)

Posted by hopeful @ April 27, 2006 12:25 AM