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January 6, 2006

Oh gosh

I’m not sure this year could get any worse so far. Don't think I've been posting infrequently because I’m afraid to say that I haven’t eaten well. I never have a problem confessing the truth.

I ATE A WHOLE BAG OF CHEETOS OVER THE PAST TWO DAYS. I know that doesn’t sound like the worst thing in the world but it followed two huge dinners. I’ve been eating huge dinners all week long and add in two luncheons for a baby shower and a co-worker leaving. The proper corrective measure at this point would be to not eat for the rest of 2006. Then everything might balance out.

I’m counting my blessings though. Thank goodness for a hair in my French fries today otherwise I would have eaten a lunch that consisted of nachos grande and French fries. I ended up only having a few bites of eat. Still a few too many, though. Now I feel like I have a hair clinging for dear life on my uvula and I can’t seem to shake it. I know I thought it was part of my tonsils too, but it’s your uvula. I’m going to be drinking boiling tea for the rest of the day.

I don’t know what to do. I know I’ll have a gain this week and I don’t want to think about that right now. I seriously need a vacation from everything. I’m really happy my parents are coming.

I’m also going to have to start taking pictures of myself again. I haven’t for so long because my weight hasn’t changed. I don’t take a good long look at myself otherwise. I never look in the mirror for any extended period of time. Just long enough to make sure my clothing isn’t seriously out of whack.

I have to get back to work. I cringe anytime anybody walks by my cube in fear they might see me typing this. I have this window set really small in the corner of my screen I can barely see it. But still. It’s taking a toll out on my nerves and people are walking around like crazy.

Posted by hopeful @ January 6, 2006 1:53 PM