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« 193! • Main • Hello Neck » June 1, 2005RecoveringFeeling celebratory, I actually wore my size 16 jeans yesterday… well… for the first half of the day anyway. I thought the slight discomfort of the tightness would be a constant reminder of my mission. I had to pick up a few things at the store before the party got started. I didn’t figure on how I was going to drive with my size 16s. I wasn’t exaggerating when I said that I walk like C-3P0 in them. I had to move my seat back and recline it a bit. Quite a bit. I drove to the store in a horizontal position. I was hoping that people would think that I was just trying to be cool, but my car doesn’t really evoke that response. I managed. The day was going great, my BBQ was a success. I made awesome grilled Portobello mushroom sandwiches that satisfied even the non-veggies. I think it was all the beer drinking that led me to unbutton my pants. Once I had done that, I couldn’t keep the zipper up. Where the heck did I get the idea that you could some how magically push down the zipper handle (or whatever you call it) and it would lock it in place? Seriously did I make that up? Despite all the beer that I did drink, I wasn’t quite prepared to do a strip tease, so I busted out the elastic pants. Freedom! And enough room to indulge in Mrs. Smith’s apple pie and ice cream. In the spirit of cheat day I tried to have a big chocolate cookie with that, but just couldn’t. Oy vay, when I think about what I ate it makes me want to take a shower! It will go down as my cheat day for two weeks! Today I’m recovering from the food bender I went on yesterday. I would rejoice if this were just a measly hangover, Corona has less fat. Posted by hopeful @ June 1, 2005 12:17 AM CommentsThanks Jessica! That's so nice. Yeah, I think that all of us trying to lose weight (a lot or a little) have so many similar experiences and feelings. And when it comes to things like crappy cars, even more people(thin ones too) can relate :-). I always used to think "did I just wash these?" and yell at my husband for washing my jeans too often, when of course he hadn't. That's too funny! Congrats on your pending wedding! and I think you're right about our food here and we have too much selection (i have a love-hate relationship with that concept). Good luck losing your weight! Posted by: hopeful at June 1, 2005 10:00 AM
THE FOOT SPREAD, Does anyone know what I'm referring to?? How about when you were 60lbs lighter and you used to wear a size 8 or 8.5 shoe.....and now your squeezing your tootsies into a 9W or 9.5W!! I was trying on a couple of my old pairs from a couple years ago and darn......good ole foot spread has taken my black Guess sandals away :( Posted by: Adriane at June 1, 2005 12:21 PM
Thanks for that Adriane! Now that I've picked myself off the floor from rolling around in hysterics! That's exactly what happened to me! And I often can't find shoes that even come in "W" so I buy shoes that are twice as long as they need to be. I'm like a clown! I love the word "tootsies"! I can't stop cracking up at that one :-) Posted by: hopeful at June 1, 2005 1:16 PM
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Hi Hopeful,
I have been lurking in your blog here for awhile now, and I just wanted to tell you that I think you have a great writing style. You are always making me laugh! I can relate to so much of what you are saying.
I have 16lbs to lose, which doesn't sound like much but MAN is it slow going. My clothes all have a "freshly washed" (or simply too small) tight feeling. These are clothes I have worn for years.
I am Canadian, but I am staying here with my boyfriend as we work on a Fiancee visa. This weight gain is a combination of "happy weight" plus the fact that I think they hide secret fattening ingredients in the food here to make you gain weight so you can partake of the diet industry! ;)
I have been working like a fiend the past 2 weeks to kickstart this diet and have lost a whopping .5 of a pound, even though I have been exercising like crazy and eating under 2000 cals per day of good quality food. Very depressing. I sure hope something happens soon.....
Anyway, keep up all the good work, and you certainly deserved a treat! :)
Jessica